December 2010
37 posts
awesome.
I’m fucking sick. Tomorrow I work at noon (till 6) and then I have like 2ish hours to get ready for the parties.
which I’m going to go to feeling like shit.
But Im still determined to get shwasted.
fuck you cold, fuck you.
typical. Hi I'm Bri.
vodka, peanut M&Ms and tattoo mags.
=ingredients to make a Bri
this is my monday night + laundry
full of win.
7 tags
teh 'stache septum
best xmas present ever! (:
if I could only figure out how to get the fuckin squiggly one in.
liquid courage turned into liquid doubt. And as a...
just some part of the many things I’ve written,
Use to think I’d be some great writer someday…funny how things have changed.
I either
want to feel pain, or want to not feel anything at all.
thats completely fucked right?
its this fucking season I swear to god its getting to me.
Why was everything great this time last year was it all fucking fake? Did I imagine it, am I fucking crazy?
this is probably the vodka talking, but seriously…why wasnt I enough?
this was the first Christmas
Ive been single in 3 years..
weird.
kinnda sad.
It was still a good holiday, I have amazing friends that when I wasnt single I drifted away from that now Im incredibly close to, they made it wonderful.
but still, its weird.
especially because my first boy is physically thousands of miles away wishing he was with me, the second is physically 3 miles away wanting nothing to do with me, both are...
Ive been seriously slackin on these letters
Day 011; A Deceased person you wish you could talk to,
Gaggie,
God I miss you. Holidays are always the worst, this Christmas was no different.
I wish you were here. Sometimes mom looks so sad, I know shes thinking of you.
We all would give anything to have you back.
I love you,
Merry Christmas.
454. There's nothing sadder in this world than to...
^this.
“Christmas makes everything twice as sad.”
– Douglas Coupland (via libraryland)
Well the clock's heart it hangs inside its open...
Now I do as I please,
and I lie through my teeth Someone might get hurt, but it won’t be me I should probably feel cheap, but I just feel free And a little bit empty.
; Bright Eyes says it best.
Dear Snow, I hate you.
please gtfo.
There is something I very much want to do tomorrow.
also, thanks for causing me to almost hit a stop sign..
asshat.
day 010. to someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d...
Joe and Ned,
I miss you guys so much. I would give anything to talk to you more, or to live closer to you so I could see you all the time. I have never met anyone like either of you. You guys are absolutely amazing.
Joe I have the message you sent me (when I was going through all those hard times with Trey) printed out and on my bulletin board in my room, its been there for I guess over a year...
maybe
it was a mistake sending that message.
oh well, not like much will really change.
Day 009. to someone I wish I could meet
Dear future husband/love of my life/whatever,
Please fully understand the meaning of the words “I promise”.
Sincerely,
Bri
day 008. to an internet friend.(s ish)
Dear people I follow on here,
You all brighten my day. All the things I love are in one place. Quotes from literature, tattoos, illustrations, photography, music..
Im like in love with my dashboard because every single day it makes me laugh, or inspires me, or makes me think.. it always makes me happy.
So thanks :)
day 007. to an Ex
This ones going to be rough…
Steven,
I dont know where to begin. I knew writing this would be hard and I considered just skipping it or being very generic but then I realized maybe it would be good for me to say things I feel even though I’m almost certain you will never see this.
Let me start by saying I dont hate you, Im not even the slightest bit angry with you and I harbor no...
day 006. to a stranger.
Stranger,
Please don’t try and give candy to children with the intention of kidnapping them.
That’s not very nice.
Sincerely,
Bri
day 005. to my dreams
Dear Subconscious,
Sometimes you ar very silly, sometimes very frightening.
You make me worry I may be insane, and other times make me feel ingenious.
I have only one request…
Please stop replaying memories of this time last year. That relationship doesn’t exist in reality any more and when I sleep sometime I forget that, and it makes me feel all sad like even though during the day...
“I am still so naïve; I know pretty much what I like and dislike; but please,...”
– Sylvia Plath (via multitasker)
Don't make decisions when you're angry
Don’t make promises when you’re happy.
002. crush (pt 2)
…
maybe I should call you a crush,
maybe there are feelings here.
I feel very drawn to you…
I’m playing it by ear though.
day 004. to the sibling
Steph,
Somedays I love you other days I want to sell you to the mob.
that sums us up perfect.
Thanks for picking me up from school when it got to hard to deal, and for getting me drunk after finals my first semester of college…and for sleep overs after breakups and holding my hand when you knew I needed to know someone was there.
I love you.
day 003. to the parents.
Where to begin..
Mom,
There is so much I can think to say but my thoughts are all jumbled and I’m second guessing every word. I’m not sure where to start.
You are my best friend. I love how close we are, I love that we have dates (even though its been a very long time since our last one) and that you will sometimes stay up late and watch a movie with me even when you know you have...
“So I thought if I stopped being so, you know, wounded, we could take a shot at...”
– Peeta Mellark, Catching Fire (via 500daysofkissingmypillow)
day 002 . to the Crush
I still don’t know how I feel, if Im actually developing feelings for you or if there is just a lot about you I like. I have never met someone so completely fearless (with so many fears)..I think that makes you breathtaking. I wouldn’t say I have a crush on you, because I don’t have feelings of that intensity for you and I’m not even sure I’m attracted to you, but I...
day001 . ((your best friend))
I have to do this in two parts.
Heather Webb,
Of course you instantly came to mind when I read the words ‘best friend’. I dont know how I got so lucky to have you, lord knows I dont deserve you. You took me back when I had no one and loved me when I was all alone. You brought me back to life not once but twice even though I had let you down. You are the most forgiving, most loyal,...
30 Day Challenge.
Ive decided to give it a try, I think it’ll be good for me seeing as lately I havent been so in touch with my feelings…or lack there of.
Maybe I need to say things I always thought but second guessed myself to the point of being unable to verbalize them.
here goes;
Day 1. Your Best Friend Day 2. Your Crush Day 3. Your parents Day 4. Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5. Your...
